Selepas mama pergi...

Some of you might already know what happen n some may not know yet.

So im just gonna put screenshot here rajin2 baca kie..

Alfatihah untuk mama.

Now lets talk about what happened that nite and after that sad day.

- my phone was out of credit so i tried to call family members using the hospital phone but the nurse said it was not direct call. So the nurse just lend me her handphone to call the family members. May Allah bless her kindness.

- day 1 seems difficult to everyone since not sleep all day long and at the same time visitors keep on coming till day 3. But we are so thankful for all the prayers and doas. 

- umar's fever gone on day 2 arwah mama passed away. On day 1, because he had fever, he didnt cranky at the hospital and sleep quite long from 4am until 9am. I am somehow thankful as i have enough time to read yassin few time, help the family members untuk uruskan jenazah and all. Tho too weng that day not sleep as having too much coffee. 

- everyone looks better in day 2 as had enough sleep. Visitors came, i clean up the fridge, SILs clean up the houses, and other family members help the whatsnot.

- we became more open on discussing what to do after this. Everyone seems supportive towards each other. Definitely not easy as arwah mama is the heart of the house. Coudnt imagine the next raya and all. But life must goes on.

- it was easy for me to sleep on the pass 2 nites because umar had a fever and im so tired handling him by the end of the day. But yesterday it was tough for me to sleep as the flash of the memory keep on coming. I able to sleep when umar wake up and wants me to hug him to sleep. Im glad as it helps me to sleep too.

- today is better. Insyaallah tomorrow ill be ready to promote back my items on my on9 shop. I still manage to entertain customer nye order in those difficult time pass 3 days.

- we all just hantar baju self laundry tuh. Im glad finally found 1 that near to our house. So no stress at all handling kain baju after balik rumah sendiri.

Okla da ngntuk dah alhamdulillah. Found old picture of this:-

Papa n mama with umar masa kecik. Time ni mama masih sihat.

Takde gambar baru arwah mama n umar sbb umar lepas setahun memang tak memberi kerjasama langsung untuk bergambar. Mesti shaking la hapela nyampah.

My husband pon da ok and esok dia da start naik kjr. 

Semoga Allah kuatkan semangat kami semua setiap hari selepas ini.