My hometown - home sweet home

Tomorrow im gonna go back to kl after 5 days at my hometown.

It feel so good to be back here at batu pahat, umar had great time here, he's not cranky at all. Play all the time. Because my parents house have big compound and plants that he really enjoy watering the plants and at the same time watering himself too. Also it's good to catching up with my parents seeing their daily routines tho they skip their kelas agama this week. Hehe maybe too tired just got back from kl too. I had great time catching up with my old friends - have a good chat after oh soooo long didnt do that. The last time we talk that much was before my marriage. I am glad i follow my parents back to batu pahat and spend quality time just rest at home. 

Best sbb rutin ku simple je - bgun pagi, layan umar, bila umar nap, buat kjr sikit, tolong lipat kain.

Malam lepas umar tido, buat kjr web ku.

Also, umar pon happy dapat jumpa cousin2 dia semalam sambut birthday sama2. He didnt request for susu at all while playing with them.

Apa? Nak Senyum nampak gigi?

Ok2 jap

Ini gigi sayaaa

Nampak tak gigi saya? While aisyah and zara maintain the same pose. Tuh la beza anak laki n pompuan -_-

Surprisingly after played with his cousins, he slept well that nite and didnt wake up for susu session at all.

And this trolley became his fav ride kat rumah atuk dia haha

My good friends who are anti social media. Dun have whatsapp and just deactivate their fb. Lucky 1 of them still have telegram. Umar sangat behave ikot aku g wed. Duduk minum air oren je. Tak buat hal pon. Maybe dia tengok kengkawan aku perangai sama je macam mak dia. So he easily blend with them.

Alang2 kat bp meh la kita g wed member ku. Since kahwin, ntah baper byk wed member2 ku di bp terpaksa aku tolak tak dapat g. Yerla dok kl bukan sng selalu balik bp. Byk factor knr consider hehe.

I really miss them all.

Balik dari wed, akak ku singgah, dapat la celebrate besday umar and aisyah sesama. Umar tu mmg knr paksa bgun nap tros knr tiup lilin. So mmg cranky abes. Kalau tak mesti dia nak tiup candle tu.

Kek red velvet tu mak aku buat. Aku tolong letak cream cheese n tabur colorful rice tu je. Hehe

Yang lain2 akak aku bawak. Sedap semuanya. Tros kekenyangan sampai dinner. 

Btw umar dah botak skg. Pagi tadi aku ajak adik aku teman g kedai gunting rambut. Mamak je. Kebetulan ada 5 budak laki kat kedai tu baru giliran uamr. So umar ni berjaya la calm kan diri sendiri sambil happy sgt nyanyi2 and he try to make friends some more. Tak tahan. Haha sbb adik aku n aku da tau what kind of drama kitorg kena deal jap lagi.

Sampai giliran umar, seperti biasa la, aku knr dok sekali kat kerusi tu sambil pegang umar. Nangis beria2 sambil dia membebel2 "sikit je" "ok2" "dah" "ok finish da" "ok sikit je". Bebudak lain da tersengih2 n bapak2 org da tersenyum2. Hahaha sampai ada amoi pass tissue spy aku leh lap hingus umar. Drama abes. Cepat la beso umar. Malu mummy. Byk session nak gunting rambut lagi ni. Setahun ada la dlm 5x knr gunting sbb rambut umar adalah jenis tebal. Kesian dia tergaru2 panas.

Manada saya takot gunting rambut? 

Mak saya kelentong je tu. 

Cantik tak rambut saya?

As much i love here in bp, reality there in damansara. Hehe sian husbandku. Knr iron baju sendiri. So sok balik kl dah pagi2. Byk brg customer da sampai last thursday-friday yang nak knr pos. 

Umar turns 2 - 28/5

So previous posts i was saying that how bad i am when maintaining friendship so here i am in bp again for my friend's wedding.

Only this time i went back with my parents without my husband.

Sbb kebetulan parents aku nak balik bp. Dorg kat kl dlm 4 hari sbb sepupu aku tunang.

At the same time dorg nak lawat MIL aku. My MIL now in stage 4 of her cancer. Pray for her.

Semoga Allah kurangkan kesakitan my MiL.

So alang2 dorg nak lawat my MiL kat bangi and alang2, aku pk, balik je la ngn parents aku.

Aku risau if dorg sesat2 jalan pon ye gak haha.

Yang paling penting my husband approve niat aku.

Bila discuss ngn husband, husband balik bangi, aku balik bp. Kebetulan ahad ni birthday MIL aku.

Besday umar pon tday haha rilek je tak sambut apa pon this year.

Takpe boleh sambut nanti bebila ngn daddy umar bila balik kl nanti.

Mmg tak plan buat besar2 ke sambut ngn kawan2 aku mahupon family members pon xde sbb simply malas. Tunggu umar besar sikit kie.

Btw aku balik bp pon salah satunye sbb member sekolah ku kawen.

Aku rasa life aku lepas kahwin adalah sangat2 attach to family.

Mmg la tu sepatotnye, but i miss my old friends.

If tak jumpa masa wed, i dunno when will be the next time we will meet again.

I want a balance in my life - family, friends, and kerja.

Dah la aku ni suri rumah kan tak jumpa org lain pon! 

And naseb la kjr aku ni mobile.

Website client aku still boleh buat kat hometown pinjam laptop ayah aku.

Ig shop aku promote tru ipad je. As long intenet ada, xde hal.

Boleh reply customer nye order bila2.

Btw bout umar.

He's 2 by tday. Auuu.

My baby grow up so fast.

Makin hari makin bijak n makin menguji kesabaran.

Dulu takder aku naik suara kat umar, skg asikla tinggi suara apatah lagi bila dia cranky takut car, takut macam2 la.

Bila dia takot, mula la nak dukung. Ahah kat situ aku selamba je jerit tak tahan dah.

Tolong jgn jd mcm aku kie. Huuuu kesabaran aku tak ckup tebal.

Lagi satu kalau kat shopping complex boleh plak dia nk buli aku or daddy dia naik turun escalator berkali2. Td dia nk buli atuk dia turun naik escalator 3x.

Teros aku dukung dia bawak balik.

Nak wean off tak berjaya lagi. Ni alang2 4 hari husbandless, im gonna try wean off dia. Sng sikit tak kaco husband tido sbb dia takde. 

Kelmarin lagila.

Terbangun pukul 10 malam pastu suruh aku jd cat. Siap duduk atas aku. Suh aku crawl mcm cat.

10 malam kot. Aku nak tido je time tu.

Mmg si pecinta kucing budak ni.

Dah boleh cakap byk benda.

Funny bila dgr dia cakap.

Dah keluar new word "excuse me" "tolong" eh banyak la tak hingat.

Our fav moment nyanyi lagu2 umar before tido with husband.

Twinkle2 lil star, london bridge and byk lagi. Funny sbb lyric umar sukati dia je.

Btw happy birthday to my lil niece too, aisyah~ yang jarak birthday nye 5 hari je dari umar.

Tho aku kt bp now tp tak dpt jumpa sbb family members akak aku semua x sihat.

Aku pon batuk tday.

Plan nk ganti puasa ke laut sbb aku batuk non stop gatal tekak aku.

Mkn ubat batuk n strepsils lega sikit. Nk makan apa pon x selera.

Tp sbb kat bp boleh la rehat sikit takya iron baju husband, takya masak, takya basuh pinggan sgt, layan si umar daniel je.

Our lil family~

Umar with abg yep and aisyah.

Stail Jubah Moden Wanita

Hi korang da prepare nak beli baju raya belum?
Kalau belum jangan risau sbb ada banyak online shop g korg boleh beli online especially my fav ZALORA.
Dahla harga affordable, cantik-cantik pulak tu.
Antara ciri-ciri penting untuk baju raya tahun ni mestilah breastfeed friendly (because Im not sure umar already wean off completely by raya or not), rendang friendly haha and loose di perut supaya makan berkali2 pon perut tak nampak buncit.

Ingat lagi kalau dulu nak prepare baju raya bukan main susah.
Kena pergi kedai kain cari material kain yang sesuai pastu nak hantar kat tailor, sebulan baru dapat.
Total kos material baju campur total kos buat baju sama je dengan total kos beli online sekarang.
Bukan ke berbaloi tu? Dahla beli online arini, order esok or lusa dah dapat.
I think the last time I went to tailor during my wed preparation. After that click je Zalora, settle.

Jika diperhatikan pasaran pakaian Muslimah kini semakin mendapat permintaan yang tinggi dalam kalangan peminat fesyen. Malah kini penerimaan terhadap fesyen Muslimah bukan sahaja popular di Malaysia malah semakin aktif diperkenalkan di peringkat antarabangsa. Uniknya tentang baju Muslimah ialah apabila unsur moden digabungkan ke atas pakaian tradisional untuk membuatkannya tampak lebih bergaya apabila dipakai. Antara jenis-jenis pakaian Muslimah yang mendapat perhatian ialah baju peplum kurung, kaftan, baju kurung moden, jubah Muslimah dan baju kebaya.

Jubah moden Muslimah kini boleh didapati dengan bermacam-macam warna serta rekaan yang cukup menarik. Terdapat juga pilihan dengan potongan yang berbeza bagi menepati cita rasa pembeli. Namun apa yang paling penting ialah untuk dapatkan jubah yang memberikan anda keselesaan sewaktu memakainya seperti jubah cotton yang lembut dan mampu menyerap peluh. Pilih jubah dengan warna yang sesuai agar dapat menonjolkan personaliti anda.

Jangan risau apabila membicarakan tentang bagaimana cara untuk menggayakan jubah terkini. Ini kerana jubah adalah antara jenis pakaian yang sangat mudah untuk digayakan. Anda tidak perlu pening untuk memikirkan Muslimah top apa yang nak dipadankan dengan bottom yang sesuai. Sebaliknya hanya perlu sekadar sarung sahaja jubah anda dan pakai bersama dengan tudung atau shawl dengan warna yang sesuai. Jangan lupa untuk bawa bersama clutch atau handbag dan anda sudah bersedia untuk keluar! Mudah sahaja bukan?

Di luar sana terdapat banyak butik Muslimah online yang menawarkan koleksi jubah moden terkini. Anda hanya perlu tahu apakah yang terbaik buat anda. Namun jika anda adalah jenis yang bekerjaya dan tidak mempunyai masa untuk keluar membeli-belah, apa kata buat sahaja pembelian secara online. Ianya lebih mudah dan menjimatkan masa serta wang anda!

Wean off proses

Still going on guys!

Mencabar giloks.

Bab nap ptg mmg sng no hal sbb aku n umar je. Xde org lain n normally umar tak buat hal.

Dia bebel pusing kiri n kanan pap tetido.

Malam susah sikit sbb ada husband.

Kesian plak kaco dia.

Umar tak ngamuk sbb dia rasa susu berperisa sos tomato haha dia terus tak peduli.

Instead of menangis, dia melompat, memanjat, membebel, menyanyi non stop.

Paling best duduk atas kepala aku n panjat badan husband.

Actually nak marah pon susah sbb it was really funny.

Especially bila dia da pandai bercakap skg.

Penat aku n husband pura2 tidur berdengkur n suddenly he was at our top of head.

Sos tomato pon da kering knr reapply berkali2 sbb umar akan attempt few time gak hahaha pandai kan budak ni.

Aku yg geli ok ngn bau diri sendiri. Aku ckp ngn husband bear with me. This few week mmg aku berperisa sos tomato je lol.

I havent try with asam jawa or kicap ke hapa yet. :p

Lets give 1 more week hope umar will stop susu. Nape 1 week? Sbb lagi seminggu besday umar nak masuk 2 tahun. Hehe.

Fow now aku bagi susu pakai sippy cup je sbb botol susu dia pon ilang. 

N aku malas nak suh dia baring menyusu. Lebih sng duduk sng kjr aku.

Tp mmg knr dutchlady berperisa coklat la.

N lepas gosok gigi b4 tido aku just prepare air masak dlm sippy cup je.

Normally dia minum air masak je.

Aku kasi dia fm 2x sehari.

Pagi and malam. Kadang2 ptg and malam. Normally after makan.

Siang mmg tak de prob sgt sbb byk distraction - makan, tv and dia byk main kan.

Nak tido je prob dia nk ngempeng.

Off topic.

Arini kn aku puasa. Lemau gila mula2 malas nk masak tp knr gak masak buat nasi goreng utk budak kicik ni. So aku plan nk drive tru kfc je la. Buat tambah utk berbuka.

Si umar kalau bgun ptg kdg2 moody boleh tahan so aku ckp ngn dia sape nak ikot mummy jalan2 naik car.

Terus bgun bulat mata ok n asik repeat sebut "jalan2 naik carrrr" happy sgt tone dia.

It was funny coz he didnt show tantrum at all n didnt request for susu.

When arrived home, he said "1 more jalan2 with car. 1 only".

Hahaha lawak tol dia tak puas ati la tu sbb aku drive tru je.

Tp ok lagi sbb sampai rumah tros aku kasi dia main kucing jiran yg suka lepak n berak kat umah aku -_- dorg buat project pon dpn rumah aku. Apakah?

My point of view of web designer position in malaysia

Ecece tajuk bukan main.

Tp saje la..mana la tau ada yg google n nak some info before menceburi bidang yang telah i tinggalkan selama hampir setahun? Before i totally forgot the experiences in this position, let me share with any of those who might need this tips. I have been in the industry for 8 years before.

Lepas ada umar and my last job, i still doing some web projects from home until early of this year i decided not to do any web projects anymore simply because im tired to stay up at nite. Im old. Im already 30 turning 31 this year. Huhu

So for now i only focus on my ig shop which is relaxing, fun and not so stress. Biarla duit ku x byk mcm dulu janji x stress, tak sakit belakang, n tak gain weight.

I didnt gain weight anymore. Haha sbb if do work late till nite means i need snacks and food in between time to retain my energy.

But not until last 2 weeks my prev client contact us back to continue the last year project.

They stopped the project last year so we thought they dun want to cooperate with us anymore tp tetiba dtg balk n need the projects siap asap.

So this 2 weeks, i eat alot, sleep late and really2 tired by end of the day.

The lack of sleeps n all.

N tomorrow i have to ganti puasa no matter wut sbb da plan kan.

Tp sehari je la. Lagi 2 hari aku bawak ke minggu dpn. Naseb la 3 ari je lagi. Fuhhh

So here my points after 8 years in different kind of industries with the same web designer position.

Bear in mind, i joined this companies before: pharmaceutical company, advertising agency, local malay company as well as online food directory company.

- u have to always update your skills no matter wut. Learn from youtube. Read alot of on9 tutorials and practise. Practise make perfect. I learn alot of tecnical stuffs most of the time just by read online tutorials.

- web designer is a balance of technical and design. 1 can never be good at both until i met my ex colleague who is super duper genius good in both technical and design. He's not malaysia citizen btw haha he's from uk. I always go waaaau and huwaaa everytime i see his artwork. I heard his salary is near 10k. Mine is half than that when the last time i resign from my last job haha. (That was 2 years ago.)

- if u choose to work in agency, you really need to push urself more on design parts coz they love someone who is creative and have alot ideas. U need to know how to present ur ideas by anytime and give ideas as much as can. They love creative people. Lebih merepek lebih baik haha. And if ur english is good is a bonus it will be easier for u climb up the ladder. Seriously english is important in advertising agency. N always b prepare a day before. Sbb bila creative director ko tetiba panggil suh bentang idea dpn staff...mampos! Kenangan manis kjr kat advertising agency adalah dapat g concert michael buble free walaupon hanya 2 lagu dia je aku tau. Time tu buat project MAS tu yg dpt ticket free. N sila la sentiasa maintain good relationship ngn bosses. 

- be humble all the time tho sometimes u think u r rite most of the time. Haha even if u think u have better point than ur boss or clients, it doesnt matter. Be humble and when ur turn comes to speak, u speak with confidence and present ur ideas well.

- pharmaceutical company will offer u high salary if they think u deserve for the position. So if u got job interview at pharmaceutical company, nail it! Tu belom macam2 benefit dorg.

- kdg2 kjr web designer ni dah macam copywriter bm and english depend la website apa ko buat, pastu dah macam data entry n dah macam programmer sikit. Most of the time mmg byk kjr picisan ko knr buat. So thats y ko kena demand gaji tinggi2 ye adik2... Sbb nanti bila kjr byk ko gak marah. At least pas kjr stress2 boleh la beli byk baju online shop kan haha. 

- buat dengan ikhlas. Kadang2 bukan part ko pon ko buat je. The reward will come afterwards. Sometime xya mengharap apa2 balasan or kenaikan gaji pon kalau ada rezeki adalah. Sbb KNOWLEDGE and SKILLS tu precious sangat2. Yg part tu ko boleh demand masa next position. Or u can startup ur own company. Or do websites for ur own business. 

- ALWAYS give more than it should. Speed and quality are equally important. I think that apply to any job in this world hehe.

I guess thats all. So for my client nye project ni nak taknak aku knr hadap gak. Mata aku da berpinar2 tp aku tahan je. Untuk orang yg dah 2-3 tahun tak ngadap wordpress tp masih boleh godeh2. I dun have the passion anymore. Lagi2 baru ngadap sejam dua umar dah hokhek nak susu. Nak teruskan wean off proses minggu ni terbantut la. Nak tenangkan emosi anak karang emosi aku yg terganggu huhu. Sumbat je la kasi dia diam. Tenteram sket nk buat kjr kan.

Harap entry ni membantu untuk sesiapa yg nak jd web designer kat malaysia ni.

When i grow up i want to be a ......... (Sukati la umar janji kjr yg baik n diberkati) hehe jadi laki sng sket. Nak jd apa pon boleh. Kan? Pompuan lepas beranak in doubt kena pk family dulu. Buatla decision terbaik untuk family memasing.

My smart lil umar

He will turning 2 by end of this month and his development has been amazed me.

You might think WFHM or SAHM will have luxury time to teach their kids alot of thgs but sadly not really.

He almost 2 and i think i didnt do good enough for him.

The breastfeed part is the only thg i proud of myself ahahaha. 

Nevertheless i tried to spend some quality time with umar in between juggling tasks.

Today, been amazing for me because alot of customer orders arrived today and im glad i already wrote their form over the weekend so it's quite fast for me to manage each orders.

I also manage to feed our stomach for lunch before going out to post office.

Thought of going to post office ttdi but umar seems excited so we went to ikano to the post office there.

Lagipon last weekend tak pergi mana so alang2 weekdays shopping mall lengang senangla nak bawak budak ni jalan kan.

Malas nak bawak stroller so gamble je la jln ngn umar tanpa stroller.

Bagus tol pos ofis lengang so cpt je sampai turn nak pos barang n terus ke playground indoor kat the curve tu kasi budak ni happy main situ.

He was so excited i can tell sebab masa jalan dari ikano to the curve dia tak mintak dukung lansung. Good boy sgt jalan sendiri aku yg penat sbnrnye huhu.

Eloo cant u see me? I wanna slide. Hehe

Hah tau pon takot. Hehe see kids area tak de org. Senang nak main lari2. Weekend sure cramped. Last weekend kitorg tak g mana pon dok rumah je. 

Pastu makan ice cream jap kat mcd, singgah beli donuts jap kat dunkin donuts baru balik.

Thought lepas menapak ikano-the curve-ikano budak ni balik sure pengsan nap. Tak ok.

Dia skip dia nye nap fuhh sabo je la. Tapi bagusla mlm ni da tetido awal.

Dah umar xmo nap tp bagusla sbb aku dah kemas toy area dia simpan most of toys yg da rosak n dia da kurang main, so tinggalkan sikit je toy yg dia still main. Agaknye dia nampak toy dia da organize baru dia sebok nak main. Good boy sgt main sejam tanpa kacau aku kat dapur.

Sempat la aku organize fridge, kemas tempat sayur n prepare utk masak sizzling mee utk dinner.

Kunun nak teruskan proses wean off before dia tido, pandai ok budak ni.

Dia g main tickle2 ngn aku. Stgh jam layan dia gelak2. Haha adoiyai anak.

Aku ingt tactic aku da cukup bijak letak sos tomato tu rupanye budak ni ada strategi sendiri nak susu dia.

Last2 aku givap aku wash akunye **** yg aku letak sos tomato haha surrender sila la minum susu umar n tido.

Mummy nak siapkan kjr web mummy ni.

Skrg da kurang cranky. Bagus la. Maybe nak masuk 2 tahun kot.

Malam ni nak buat kjr thats y i need this donut in my stomach. :p

Si hensem umar pakai tshirt fire engine dari @shortalesbunny. Pastu pandai umar buat bunyi nenoneno. Kualiti tshirt sangat best. Tak caya sila la order. Byk gila design comel2. Skrg dia da pandai. Nak pakai tshirt yg ada motorcycle or ada tractors. Anak laki cmni eh? Tuh yg aku cari stock. Sesuai sgt buat raya ni. Aku yg jual. Aku gak yg nak beli utk anak sendiri hahaha. Raya ni mmg umar pakai tshirt dari @shortalesbunny je.

Thursday

Tday i went to pos office like usual.

I went there almost everyday sampai dah ku kenal dah staff yg handle bahagian pos laju tu.

Arini best sbb sng dpt parking and no giliran pon cpt je.

Abang tu siap tanye aku termiss no ke. Haha sbb aritu aku bengang ada pompuan cina dtg tiba2 amik no aku masa beratur. Duhh so pastu aku ckp la kat staff tu saya da termiss no saya. Nak ckp pompuan tu amik turn saya mcm budak2 gado la plak so wutever la. Dah la masa turn aku tu boleh plak pompuan tu muncul balik blkg aku sebok nak beli flyer mcm aku tgh beli. Deyy tunggu la turn ko bley. Staff tu pon bengang dia suh pompuan tu tunggu turn dia. Mebi muka aku nampak garang kot haha smpai staff tu pon ingat.

So ingt nk tros balik tp tgok muka umar mcm tak puas jalan je. So ok la jom la ke hiro jap topup brg sikit. Nak tu ggu husband balik mlm ni mcm malas nak susah kan dia.

Lately dia byk kjr kat ofis n balik pon da lambat.

So xpela penat sikit now at least mlm nti husband leh rest kan.

Beli la bawang2 sket n ice cream sedap sikit.

Aku nerbes ni nak knr siapkan content wordpress clientku.

Ni kjr tahun lepas ingt da x jd. Jd la plak. Dah lama tinggalkan otak aku da mcm tepu nk pk susah2. Argh sigh rasa nk pulangkan duit dia balik n say sorry. Aku tau boleh buat tp time consume x larat nye.

Aku lebih suka jual2 brg mcm skg. 

Ni kalau wordpress simple2 xpe. Bapak complex sgt2. Aku baru tgok demo da nk juling.

Mlm ni aku try tgok balik la.

Minggu ni rajin aku masak setiap ari sbb mcm aku ckp husband kinda stress kat tmpt kjr.

So biarla dia balik nampak lauk sedap kan hehe.

On umar, proses wean off kdg2 jd kdg2 tak.

Tgok mood aku gak. Kalau rajin aku letakla sos tomato so that umar takmo susu haha. Tp so far ok dia pandai tido mlm n nap ptg sendiri tanpa ngempeng dah.

Kdg2 aku nk cpt aku bfeed je la. Tiba pas bfeed Umar g atas meja amik sos tomato. Haha apakah.

Okla nak masak dinner. mlm ni nak abeskan salmon.

Semoga mlm ni aku berjaya buat kjr2 website clientku.

Resepi senang grilled chicken / grilled salmon 10 minit

Resepi ni sesuai utk working mom or fulltime housewife like me too.

Sape yang suka duk berjam2 di dapur tahniah anda mmg hebats.

I suka resepi simple2 cmni. Sekali sekala bolehla if nak masak susah2 mcm laksa ke soto ayam ke.

Ok. Yang penting knr marinate properly.

Kalau grilled salmon tu i marinate sejam je da cukup.

Grilled ayam i buat semalaman. Or if marinate letak dlm freezer pon boleh.

Nanti bila hari bz gila just keluarkan at least an hour before you want to grill it.

Bahan2:-

Mixed herbs

Lemon

Garam secukup rasa

Black pepper

Garlic powder (xde pon xpe)

Daun parsley dihiris tipis (daun apa2 yang wangi pon boleh)

Cara2-

Gaul semuanya.

Takya letak air. Sbb dah ada perahan lemon tadi.

Letak la ayam or ikan dlm bahan2 ni. Gaul dan biar selama sejam or seharian dlm fridge.

Bakar atas pemanggang ajaib. Uuu dap. Bakar 5 minit pastu terbalikkan the other side. Total 10 minit. Ikotla pemanggang ajaib korg kie.

Pair your grilled chicken with tomyam seafood. Nyums!

Grilled salmon. Not in the picture is fries. My mom sbb dia sakit aritu i buat kan bubur sebagai tambahan. Nak rajin lagi buat la sos lemon. Letak butter sikit panaskan, letak lemon, letak blackpepper, letak susu segar and gula. Siap.

Senang kan. Ni uti resepi org yang kadang2 bz sgt hahaha. 

Mother's day

Tday umar being good. He sleeps alot hahahaha.

It's my second day period with period pain and back pain is killing me.

But im glad all thgs i plan tday works well.

Thanks to umar, because he sleep, i able to cook nasi ayam in 1 hour.

Purposely made that for MIL tho she said she has kenduri later on. Tp aku paksa gak makan hahaha.

Kalau aku x masak, nanti dia yg masak utk kitorg.

Mother's day and ur mom cook for u? Not cool ok! So alhamdulillah i able to cook tday mula2 cuak sbb nasi mcm tak well cook berpeloh2 tambah air 2 pot lagi baru ok. Fuhh.. Biasala mil kat dapur baca newspaper tak kaco pon tp nerbes nyer...lahai. Padan muka. Jarang la aku take in charge kat dapur mil. Selalu tolong masak tp jarang take in charge. Arini da pesan awal2 mil sila rest xya masak. Hehe

It feels good to make others happy. And the other story, i gave both mums tudung.

Ikot citarasa color aku muahahaha. Of course i choose colors that i think will look good on me sure will look good on them. But apparently my mom said the colors i choose for her a bit dark for her. Hahaha padan muka aku kunun nk surprise kan. Hehe okla next time suruh both moms pilih color je. Tp tak surprise la cmtu kan.

Ptg smpai damansara, umar continue tido tp aku plak xle nap.

Now umar da tdo sendiri tanpa ngempeng (clap clap) aku nk tdo dah tp jap lagi la.

Masa ptg td otw balik to damansara, Im craving for somethg sweet n asked husband to stop by drive tru mcd nak beli chocotop tp mesin ice cream rosak plak ok takpela balik je. Sbb perot aku pon nk letop da sakit. Check ole2 mil bagi sbb dia baru balik dari batam.

Dia bagi kek pisang yg dlm kotak tu sedap giloks. See kek pisang je tp kalau pandai commercialize kan jd sedap giler. Bunga sil aku bagi. Sweet benor. Lepas makan rasa bersyukur. Sbb aku x expect apa2 tday. Ckupla somethg sweet for my lil tummy and harap umar tak cranky je. Alhamdulillah tday was good. The kek pisang taste really good.

Husband is not really good with words and all. But i gave him hints that takkan la i da mati terbang kat langit nanti baru dpt baca wish u utk i kat fb (if he intend to do so) and before sleep just now he finally wish me happy mother's day with his sincere heart (i can feel it haha). Thats the only thg that every wife/mom to ur kids wanna hear after bertarung nyawa kat bilik labour, menangis2 masa nk duduk masa early berpantang and the neverending ups and down while raising the kids. The appreciation words. Thats all we need. Woman as simple as that. :)

Btw happy mother's day to my readers who most of u are moms. Lets do our best everyday for our family and hope Allah make it easy for your jihad towards your family. InsyaAllah.

Umar n fever

My mom had a fever since last sunday.

Means almost 3 days in row.

So i made her porridge coz i know she will do the same if im sick.

Well she did better than me. For the past 1 week at my hometown before my bro's wed, she's the one who cook and even sidaikan baju2 aku even tho i said no need to do so. I will do it when im free. But they never listen huhu.

Not only my mom, my abah too secretly do alot of thgs behind my back.

Kalau dorg dtg rumah aku, mmg takder sebiji pon rumput kering depan rumah. Seawal pagi dorg da bgun. Uuuu

Tu belom bab belikan stuffs utk anak2 or cucu2. Memang tak pernah berkira.

Im so thankful and grateful to have loving parents like them.

So tday, when my parents went back to my hometown, tinggalla aku n umar je berdua.

Umar sbb bgun awal pagi so dia nk continue tdo n susu la jawabnye.

Tiba2 rasa badan dia panas. Eh demam la anak aku ni. So mandikan dia jap n susukan pastu dia tido.

Dlm kol 12pm aku check eh makin panas plak.

Alamak rasa da lama umar tak demam aku da lper cmne nak handle dia demam.

First step, cuak kan husband dulu. Muahahaha.

Whatsapp husband ckp umar demam.

2nd step, check his tempreture with the termometer and it was 39deg!

panic button is on! 

3rd step cuba kasi ubat fever umar melalui air ribena tp gagal sbb umar nak yogurt drink tp stock dah habis!

4th step

Mohla kita ke klinik panel. Alang2 mmg knr beli air yogurt n ubat demam dia pon da nk abes. Kalini da tau klinik panel yg dekat, cepat n sng parking. Poliklinik kat centrepoint. Umar aku letak kat carseat senyap je x meraoung ke apa. Lemah bebenor. Sampai aku jerit2 nama dia sepanjang drive sbb cuak tgok dia senyap je weak sgt. Psyco sgt aku ni haha. Umar doc baru nk check dengan stethoscope dah meraung. Grr doc tanye nak masukkan ubat lalu bontot tak i said yes plz haha. After 6hours knr bagi gak ubat fever tu liquid 3ml. Umar demam ni mungkin sbb dia baru pas jab pnemococal a day before. So body baru nak create antibodi baru kan.

Sampai rumah dia melekat nak bfeed tido the whole petang. Aku pon skali terlelap ter miss lunch some more. Dah stuck ngn umar sbb dia nk susu je. Bgun kol 6pm tu aku mandikan dia n tanye dia nk makan tak. Dia ckp nk fries. So aku gorengkan dia fries. Abes dia makan. Pastu dia minum air yogurt dia dlm 2oz. Alhamdulillah at least dia nk makan. Sbb masa lunch td haper pon dia reject xmo makan. Ni da lapar la tu.

Beza betol masa dulu dia demam masa dia setahun x pandai ckp lagi ni da pandai.

Pas solat magrib, susu kan dia teros dia ngempeng tido je. Somehow alhamdulillah tak fully wean off lagi kalau tak....cmne ntah nk handle situation ni kan.

Tp malam tu suhu badan dia naik turun jap 38deg jap 37deg jap naik 38deg tp tak sampai 39deg cm awal pagi td la. Tp bapaknye alahai risau tol ngn anak nye smpai check every half an hour kat umar. Masalanye laki aku tu xle sejuk sgt. Sbb umar demam, so dia bukak la aircond 24deg. Kulit aku ni tebal tahan je sejuk. Laki aku da bersin berkali2. At last dia surrender tido bawah. Okla tu. Kalau tak mesti aku weng hehe tido terganggu sbb anak cranky2 n laki plak non stop bersin. So aku tido je bila terjaga umar hokhek2 aku tuam2 ngn tuala basah. Dia tak sker tp aku buat je. Pastu pas solat subuh aku kasi dia makan ubat demam lagi. Every 6 hours knr kasi. Aku rasa demam dia akan turun arini tp husband plak risau nk bawak g specialist klinik budak klinik abc tu. Sbb dia yg nak drive n bayo, aku x kisah aku ikot je la walaupon aku rasa cm da tau apa doc akan ckp. Takpe la janji husband pueh ati kan. Karang dia g opis nanti hati tak tenang.

Sampai klinik td, doc ckp nape awal sgt g klinik balik less than 24hours dah g klinik buat kali ke2. At least tunggu 3 hari. Kalau lepas 3 hari x baik, bawak semula g klinik nti dia kasi antibiotic. Dia kata kalau g jumpa doc 2x bukan demam tu tros ilang. Husband ckp takot denggi. Tp doc kata umar selsema. So means bukan denggi. Kalau denggi demam sahaja. Oohs. Haha naseb ko la doc jumpa parents paranoid gini. Aku turut perintah je. Lagipon dah setahun umar x demam so aku pon da lupa berapa ari biasanya dia akan recover. Tp tak la terok sgt keadaan dia fever compare masa dia baby dulu. Dulu aku rasa nak bgun g kencing pon susah. 

Hehe saja tulis entry ni untuk guideline aku if umar demam in future. Tday layan je la dia ngempeng. Td kasi dia bfast teros dia muntah. Tp doc pon da ckp if dia xnk mkn xpe as long dia minum.

This remind me the love that our parents showed us. Tak pernah berkira sampaila kitorg da kawin n ada anak. I hope we will be able to do the same for umar.

Get well soon kie umar.

Sunyi tol rumah bila umar sakit. Sila jd active mcm selalu.