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Umar. Hehe belom nak cter pasal wedding adikku.

Belom datang mood lagi.

Nak citer pasal umar sementara ingt abender nak cter.

This week start monday, 2 hari aku try buat umar tido malam tanpa ngempeng.

Jadi ko! Aku segan nak btau cmne..

Tp aku cter je la.

Ada plastic parcel barang aku warna hitam.

Aku koyakkan sikit letak kat *toot*.

Umar takot dia ingt tuh insect.

Dia panggil kupu2 insect lol.

Hihi so dia snggup x susu tp punya la lama nk buat dia tido.

Dia bebel sindri - sambil minum air masak - nyanyi - panjat2 katil last2 tetido sendiri. Pheww.

It was a success for 2 days coz husband at downstair so it's kinda easy to manage umar alone.

Aku tak sampai ati la bapaknye kjr berat balik 8mlm pastu masuk bilik umar nye masih active nyanyi2 panjat katil. Selalu by 10pm umar da tido if mengempeng.

So bila x mengempeng kol 11 and 11.30pm baru dia tetido.

Tp bila dia terjaga tgh malam aku kasik je la susu.

It just that aku nak biasakan dia tido tanpa mengempeng.

Aku rasa salah satu sbb umar sgt clingy ngn aku sbb aku jaga dia sendiri, cuci bontot dia sendiri and still bfeed sampai skg. Everythg sendiri. So aku tak kisah pon org nak ckp umar anak mak sbb dah mmg anak mak dia la kan hahaha. Kira ko mcm produce product A ko la yg dapat nama takkan owner B kan. Tp bukan bermakna husband tak tolong. Husband realize now that dia byk lepas tgn dlm uruskan umar, so he slowly help utk uruskan umar.

Mandikan la jugak seminggu sekali. Tu pon weekend. Jd la dari nan ado.

I nak kecik ati pon da smpai xde perasaan nak kecik ati.

Bila baca namee roslan nye blog post td pasal anak dia adam yg memacam perangai, sama je la mcm umar. Hehe beza nye aku leh tido xde masalah mlm2 sbb masih bfeed.

Umar ni pon da pandai ckp byk sgt vocabs dia.

Dia sendiri ckp nak tgok video. Nak main buai. Nak tido. Eh memacam nak la. Nak banana. Nak kerepek. Nak mandi. 

Pastu aku rasa dia sgt cepat pergerakan nye. Tiba2 rumah aku da jd semak. Belum lagi carpet yg baru vacuum tertumpah dgn makanan yg dia baru kuarkan dari mulut. Masak makanan sedap utk dinner adalah terapi aku hahaha.

Pakai baju daddy.

Skg ni ptg dia tak melekat sgt sbb ada kartun dibo dia kat tv. Aku dapat channel disney sbb iptv. So aku memasak ngn tenang sgt2. Sbb lepas dia tgok dibo, mood dia sgt baik. Dulu sejam dia meraung menangis, aku pekakkan telinga je masak. 

Biasala anak. Perangai lain2 kan. Aku berharap umar membesar menjadi seorg yg wise n tak membuli budak2 lain dah ckup baik. 

Sbb umar bfeed and macam2 perangai, mummy pon kurus tp sedikit buncit haha. Yg penting ada cousin2 yg da lama x jumpa masa wed aritu tanye aku. 

"Rai, awak bila lagi?"

Aku xde hal if org nak tanye bila nak dapat anak kedua. Bagi aku tuh standard question jumpa org. 

"Bila apa"

"Bila nak kahwin?"

Hahahaha gelak beso aku. Of course masa dia tanye tu umar either tgh tido dlm stroller kat sudut or tgh main ngn cousin2 dia. Terus aku ckp "oit kita da kawin n ada anak la. Kan awak dtg wed kita."

Mcm la aku ingt semua cousin yg dtg wed aku kan.

I really didnt aspect ppl will ask me that kind of question especially when im 30 this year.

It's amazing when 2 people ask the same question. 

I take it as compliment. :p

N ada yg ckp aku tough sbb umar super clingy.

Tp bagusla clingy karang dia lari2 ilang aku gak yg susah ati kan.

Tu pon bila umar tgh happy, mmg dia lari2 ilang. Budak ni kalau kuar jalan mood dia happy je.

Aritu boleh dia kejar anak arab mana ntah. Anak arab tu baya umar n suka bila umar kejar dia.

Aku da mcm org gila kjr anak sendiri. Couple arab tu pon tgok aku semacam.

Bukan tu je skg fasa tantrum.

Skg kegilaan dia tolak bakul kat supermarket.

Bila time to go home, nangis sbb nak bawak balik bakul. -_- 

Skg aku n alip bwk 2 troli.

Satu troli letak umar. Satu bakul/ troli lain letak barang.

Sbb budak ni bukan reti duduk diam. Hehe

Okla tu je nak bebel pasal umar. Bye.

The one who suck at remaining relationships

Since im at bp for a week, i able to meet my good old friend, epi!

We've been friends since standard 6 tp form 1 baru become best friends.

I think im suck at remaining relationships.

Im too bz handling umar and daily routines, i hardly keep in touch with all my friends.

Not only friends, i hardly call or whatsapp my mom too.

I call my mom once in 2 weeks. I cant remember the last time i update on fb.

But i love to update on instagram and blog. I knew my mom and my family can read/see my daily life tru this 2 mediums. Prob is all my good friends not really into ig and blog.

Pfft. They only active on fb which i only see friends updates on fb once in a while.

Since now i have grey hair already, i think i shud keep in touch with them more often.

But i think nothing beats meet up! Just now epi came to my house and we have 1 hour talk. Time so fast i think it's not enuff for us. Shud meet up again which dunno when. Sigh. If only epi live in my neighbourhood. Or another my good chinese friend, lisa in the neighbourhood. I miss them already.

Eh wait if only my good friend, diana is my neighbour too. 

Shud contact all of them again.

Btw about wed preparation is crazy. The thg is my mom give kerepeks as doorgifts.

As we checking all the kerepeks, some of the plastic koyak a bit and make the kerepek lemau. Omg.

Thgs that im so scared of. So terpaksa la bakar balik n put inside the plastic again. So tiring!

Lucky im here helping them.

Lesson for next sister wed, no more kerepek ubi.

Use quality plastic.

Seal it properly. Pfft.

Umar plak mcm duduk kat heaven asikla kunyah kerepek pagi ptg mlm.

Kerepek fav dia. Now dia da panas sikit takderla melekat je kat aku. Pheww lega.

Thats 1 of the reason aku balik kg awal spy umar boleh adapt sikit kat sini ngn semua org n tak buat hal kat wed nti harapnye hehe.

Btw lega la gak sempat beli few thgs online for the wed coz i really tired to go out of the house plus the weather so hot nowadays. My mom siap terkejut beli tudung smlm arini dah smpai. 

On my ig shop, some of customer items sampai and alip la yg knr bersusah payah bungkus, tulis address n g pos opis. Takpela, bersusah payah sikit kan bukan selalu. Kesian gak la as aku knr bagi instruction kat whatsapp punya byk utk dia digest sesatu instruction. Risau gak aku boleh ke dia follow instruction properly. Hehe btw comel tak kasut budak2 kat bawah ni? Ni customer2 aku nye baru smpai td. Quality nampak cantik. Boleh la ke ig shop aku @shortalesbunny_kids kalau nak order kasut budak ok? Raya pon da nk dekat ni.

Bz nye

Was at my hometown now and so tired helping doing the wed preparations.

I know my husband sure double tired sbb dia gigih siapkan photobooth sorg2.

Tp in between time, i manage to manage customer nye orders and beli last minute thgy stuffs like necklace and tudung for my mom (my sister yg belanja i tolong belikan je). ALL ONLINE. Haha coz we dun have leisure time to spend in shopping mall plus i tak bawak keter kan. Malas la nk pinjam keter ayah i. Dia lagi bz gilers. Jemput kengkawan tak abes2. Kad pon tak ckup. Harap makanan nti cukup sudah le.

I rasa masa wed my bro nanti sure i paling selebet n pipi paling berminyak sbb umar sure nak melekat ngn i je (clingy stage), and at the same time i kena make sure photobooth n guestbook corner ok. N sbb compact powder i dah cakey n i malas nak membazir beli baru haha ni semua sala umar semua benda dia shake2 cmpak kat lantai. Pfft.

Wuteva la. Harap semua berjalan lancar amin.

Btw for my new igshop @shortalesbunny_kids ni gambar customer i nyer anak anak pakai kids shoes yg i jual. Happy giler tahap bergenang2 air mata sbb budak secomel ni suka kasut ig shop ku. Argh it's always my dream jual kasut budak. Small steps to those dreams. Satu hari nanti mungkin kita mampu produce kasut sindri who knows rite. Amin. Bulan rejab doa senang dimakbulkan. Hehe