Hello Baby Y

Dear baby y,
I just put initial Y tho i havent decide for your name yet.
You will just turn 3 months this week and still long way to go for the complete you.
You are just as big as prune yet you hear so many things from the inside.
Allah knows everythg but im sure you feel what i felt today.
Baby Y, this time around i didnt vormit much, only once.
But i do craving to eat alot of stuffs.
For today it's char kuew teow without taugeh and with telur mata.
I think it only cost about RM5/ RM6 yet your dad cant fulfill it due to his stupid reasons.

Im sorry your brother and you heard us fighting over stupid things but hey that's all marriage is about i guess. We always end up fighting over stupid thgs.
N im not sure why he end up buying roti nan for me and you.
For god sake the curry smell make me wants to puke right away.

Your dad wont understand this thg for the rest of his life because he just heartless like that.
I dun even think he cares about how i feel or about what i want either.
I only try to be strong rite now because of you and your brother.
The last thg i ate tday is oreo at 6pm.
Sorry Baby Y for having parents like us.
All i know ill do the best for you and your brother.

Be patient for tnite kie.
Tomorrow im gonna bring u and your brother jalan2 a bit.
We'll eat somethg nyummy for breakfast.
For now bear with the empty stomach and sleep ok?

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