Week 9

Entering week 9 now, it's getting tougher by 4pm onwards.

My body felt tired that time and worst thg i cant sleep even for 5 minutes!!

The house was quiet, umar was having his nap, aircond was on, phone was silent mode not even in vibrate mode, and i had shortest nap than before - 3 minutes!

By the time i struggling to sleep back, umar wake up with his wide smile.

There goes my evening nap.

Dinner was worst - i can now able to eat 2 spoon of rice! Haha pastu ratah lauk n minum air je.

The only meal time i still enjoy was my breakfast. So far i dun have morning sickness at all.

Night sickness - YES!!

Tapi timbang berat 54.5kg.

Naik 4.5kg. Byk gak tu in within 2 months.

I have 7 more months i dun want to gain weight too much.

Dunno la tapi bagus gak la kurang apetite makan malam malam ni perot aku first time tak sebu sbb aku telan sikit je td.

So tomorrow onwards i hope ill be able to maintain like this.

I had digestion prob past 1 week at night. I sleep in sit position.

I felt better at 12am.

Btw thank you husband sabar betul dia ngn aku this 1 week.

Byk dia tolong buat kjr rumah, tolong lipat kain and tolong basuh berak anak. Alhamdulillah sgt2.

Umar plak bila nampak daddy da balik, bila dia berak, dia suh daddy dia yang wash hahaha.

Sayang both!

Potty train aku stop jap sbb keadaan aku yg cmni tak larat la.

Sambung balik trimester kedua nti.

Okla nak tido.

Morning sickness and life update

Right now im in week 8 of my pregnancy.

i dunno why it's called morning sickness when mine started at 4pm onwards. Haha ntg worst so far i still can manage it. Cuma malam kesian kat umar. Mummy tak larat nak layan dia nyanyi2 sbb bloated yang amat. Tido pon da mcm kura2 meniarap. Haha padahal baby baru sebesar raspberry katanye.

I need to organize my wardrobe. I cant fit into my s/m clothes anymore. That day i bought poplook skirt size L and im cursing like hell. Haha sbb besar gila. I promise i did measure correctly. I still blame the poplook im sorry. 

I can only take 5-10 mins nap at the evening. Sigh i need more but dats the longest i can sleep. No wonder sebelum ni kat opis dulu aku tak boleh nak tido lama pon kat opis. Mmg gitu la nap nye acah2 ayam ahaha except weekend mmg berjaya nap stgh jam happy tol. Tgok umar nap rasa rugi tol tak nap but wut to do.

Umar in the stage very hyperactive. Lucky i already take the easy parcel service (sometimes they sux buy hey they did their job so wutevs) so alhamdulillah umar didnt give me any trouble during this pregnancy except the potty training not so well. Ptg aku give up pakaikan pampers. Penat aku naik trun suh dia g toilet. Byk dah incident nye haha. Redho je la mak! Aku buat bila aku rajin haha. Budak ni pandai da g toilet tp nye bila dia tgh main dia leka. Aku lagi ler sebok manjang sama la leka kenkadang.

What? I didnt do anythg wrong.

Btw my parents are here for a week. So happy that i got company, and umar la orang paling happy. Manjang nak lekat dengan tok tip dia. Bagusla jugak senang kjr aku haha. Semalam bwk parents aku g ikea. Sementara beratur beli food tu si umar ni cranky yg berlari here n there. Sian ayah aku knr kejar. Aku g siang so husband aku kjr. Haha ayah aku kata penat tol bawak umar keluar. :p

Well tu je la nak cter. Alhamdulillah on9 business went well. Aku restock ready stock harempants seminggu je abes. Syukur. Aku cuba ikot tips yang diberikan carl suami belle tu.

- jaga solat fardhu

- solat dhuha

Yang lenlen2 tu kena pepandai la market business kan memacam cara. Usaha doa n tawakal. Insyaallah Allah kasi. Korg follow la carl tu kat instagram. Memacam tips dia kasi for business. Aku byk ikot. Soon aku harap aku mampu untuk lebih byk bersedekah. Insyaallah.

Am i...pregnant?

Hahaha takde la surprise sgt pon sbb memang plan utk dapat another baby for next year.

Umur dah 31 hoi bila lagi kan.

Lagipon orang kata tak elok la jarak sgt or dekat sgt.

So i think 3 years gap will be just nice.

Umar dah 2 tahun 3 bulan.

So it just about time.

Yang penting umar dah wean off.

Perancangan Allah tuh terbaik.

Memang betul kita merancang Allah tentukan.

Nak ikotkan nak wean off umar tuh punyalah lama, tp baru 4 minggu lepas berjaya sepenuhnya.

Aku tak check pregnancy test lagi.

Tapi sbb 2 minggu stgh period lambat, and badan rasa bloated/ berangin2 gitu mmg confirm la tu.

Rasa loya tu sikit2 la ada kalau lambat makan/ isi perut.

So memang cnfirm la tu.

Paling best skg favourite food adalah roti letak hirisan cheese dan sosej and sos tomato pastu bakar.

Fuhhh dapnye.

So craving for cheese.

Orang kata kalau mengidam tu maksudnye body kita kurang nutrisi tu.

So maybe i need more iron la tu.

5 hari berturut2 snack ptg aku makan tu.

Umar aku baru introduce makan benda tu spy senang sekali arung je aku buat snack petang dia.

Mula2 dia reject, pastu da makan, bukan main suka keep on ckp "nak". Sabo je la.

Esok nak topup cheese, sos tomato and sosej. Dapnye.

Lain2 masih terlalu awal.

Tapi aku harap aku tak makan nasi terlampau byk.

Mengikut pregnancy lepas, aku overweight dari carta kenaikan berat badan sepatutnya masa pregnant.

Dulu time umar, before pregnant, is 49kg. Sebelom beranak 68kg kahkahkah. Kan ke kenaikan dekat 20kg tu.

Berat umar 3.23 kg je.

Naseb la berpantang bebetul n breastfeed some more dapat la 49kg balik.

Aku tak sempat nak beli pregnancy test la sbb last weekend bz go here n there.

Pastu weekdays stranded kat rumah, alip kol 8lebey baru smpai rumah.

Tak sampai ati nak drag dia g farmasi. Kol 10mlm kitorg dah call off the day. Betapa tua nya badan skg. Insyaallah weekend ni nak beli and check pregnancy test and nanti bebila g klinik.

Apapon aku bersyukur sgt2 aku mengandung kat rumah kali ni.

Boleh baring anytime i want smbil layan umar je.

Buat on9 business ngadap ipad je.

Dulu time umar kan kjr kat opis punya la looking fw kol 5.30ptg haha.

Nak nap tghari bukannye selesa sgt.

Syukur ya Allah atas keadaan skg.

So setiap kali umar jerit nak dukung time aku tgh masak pon aku berzikir je la dlm hati smbil dukung dia smbil masak haha sbb bagi aku it still better than be in the office.

Aku gigih masak setiap hari sbb kalau tak nak makan apa dong. Lakiku dah la balik mlm. Hehe lawan je rasa loya tu sambil baca Lailahailaantasubhanakainnikuntuminazzalimin. 

Tentang umar

Umar bulan 1 ni kitorg nak anto ke playschool. Dekat ngn rumah je. Harap ada rezeki hantar situ.

Skg memang dia da byk ckp, so aku pon da start potty train dia 2 hari lepas.

Sbnrnye nak start 2 minggu lepas, tp lepas arwah mama pergi, aku take time utk ok, so minggu ni baru aku bersemangat nak train umar.

Alhamdulillah ok la first day ada la incident terkencing kat carpet pastu ok dah kencing kat toilet.

2nd day, terberak kat dlm seluar time aku tgh nap. Huwaaa time aku jaga punyala 10x bwk g toilet ok je x berak. Time aku nap boleh plak nak berak.

Cmne aku boleh nap time umar tido. Harini waktu nap umar haywire.

Dia bangun seawal 7.30 pagi. Nap pukul 1-2ptg je. Geram je aku. Tak smpat aku nak rest.

So aku terpaksa nap jap sbb dah weng penat. So there goes my 5 mins nap?

Haha and it's gonna be 2 soon.

Umar kan dia mempunyai masalah takot mandi shower.

So sbb malas aku nak layan drama dia nangis time mandi lagi, skg aku kasi dia mandi dlm bath tub balik.

Bukan main suka taknak kua dari toilet plak.

Tp bagusla. Dari melalak kan.

Aku tengok dia in better mood, tak cranky lepas berendam mandi lama.

Aku la penat nak melayan. Tp ok je dari layan dia nangis horror tol apa ntah neighbour aku pk kan.

Mesti dorg kata aku tak pandai jaga anak hahaha.

Lepas dia 2 tahun ni dia da tahu tantrum.

Menakutkan. Dulu aku selalu pk tantrum tu cmne.

Now rasa la haha.

Takpe ni temporary je aku percaya nti da masuk playschool ok la tu.

Mak tak sabar uollls. 4 hours of my me time!!!! Huhuu

Btw thank you for all the wishes regarding my mil passed away.