When things dun work as planned

So yesterday (monday) i woke early before 9am, umar wake up by 9.30 am.

Just nice as planned. I feed him breakfast and mandi afterward. Followed by lunch and berak time. Haha complete. Pastu kasi dia main jap. By 2.30pm i forced him to nap.

Didnt work tho at the end he nap at 3 and wake up by 4.45pm.

Still ok with me as i already finished cooked for dinner. Made ayam paprik and ikan goreng keli je.

Ikan goreng tu i lumur ngn kunyit n garam simpan dlm fridge kol 7pm baru goreng.

Goreng awal2 x sedap la kan.

Ok so cont with umar. So i cont layan him main, bagi makan keropok, biskut and apple with yougurt.

Kol 6.15pm, ajak mandi, solat, n by 7pm start bagi umar dinner.

Bagi awal sbb initial plan to make him sleep at 9pm.

Lepas makan umar asik sebok g sliding room selak langsir tgok daddy dia da balik belum.

Lambat plak husband balik ari ni. Selalu by 8 da smpai rumah. So i msg him tanye kat mana. Sian umar asik ckp daddy2. Which is true. Dia dengar neighbour bukak gate, dia tarik tgn aku suh bukak pintu ckp daddy2. Aku ckp le. No, not yet umar. Thats not daddy. Pity him.

Of course la umar busan ngadap muka aku seharian kan. 

8.30 husband balik, sebok la dia nak main ngn daddy dia je.

Alahai sian aku tgok dedua.

Sorg kepenatan n kelaparan.

Sorg rindu nk main ngn daddy dia.

Tapi tinggal stgh jam je waktu dia main.

Pas main2 by 9pm tu dia da mengalah nk susu.

Aku da kasik fm after dinner. Abesla 3oz gak.

Aku ingt dia nak tidur la kan.

Dlm bilik lepas bf sebok la nak kiss2 aku, loncat2 atas katil.

Omg. Mmg takder petanda langsung akan tidur.

So aku bawak dia turun balik.

By 10pm naik atas.

Pon sama. Bf bukan main lama x tido pon. Husband yg tetido awal.

So turun bawah dia teman aku tgok catch me if you can.

Sambil aku makan sandwich suap dia.

Mestila dua2 da kelaparan kan sbb td dinner awal grr.

Tp bagus la dia main sorg2 xde kacau aku tgok movie.

Abes je movie by 11.20pm, aku ajak tido.

Time ni baru dia terus tetido. Sigh there goes my 3 hours.

Need to sleep now. I will wake up early tomorrow insyaallah to do my works.

Melaka entry nanti la update. Hehe

Kang update laju2 cmni cnfirm byk typo error.

Btw i need to buy instant shawls asap for many occassions as nowadays in public, umar bila cranky je dia nak aku dukung mmg horror shawl aku jd nye. Umar ni mmg jenis melekat ngn aku if takot ke, lapar ke, cranky ke hape2 la mmg aku je yg dia nak. Few ppl asked that day ckp nape aku makin kurus. Mane la tak kurus asik dukung si 13 kg tu. Bf lagi. Naseb la dia dah mix fm. Hehe

When u have mix feeling, eat a cake!

Well, it works for me.

It works better with a cup of good coffee too but costly so i settled with creme brulee cake from secret receipe.

Was pissed off over somethg at the same time have alot of thinking over somethg too, so i need to eat somethg sweet.

Husband pon sama tiba2 nk order cake gak. Baikla. Sorg 1 slice.

Was craving for this as aritu da rasa sedap gilersss tp takder plak time nk beli ni

So settle for creme brulee lorr not bad sedap jugak tho i prefer the choc brulee. Im a choc cake person! Hehe

But yang tak nice nye umar terjatuh dari kerusi kat situ.

That poor lil boy so eager to sit on chair on his own nowadays.

The incident happened so fast in a second!

Husband terlepas pandang kejap je eh da jatuh.

Tau2 la budak umur mcm umar skg ni laju mcm lipas ok.

Btw umar baru nk masuk 1 tahun 8 bulan la ujung bulan 1 ni. Aritu aku tulis dia da 1 tahun 8 bulan.

Pfft im getting older. 31 this year ok.

Forgive my old brain :p.

Btw kejap je nangis dlm keter bf tros tetido sbb mmg da smpai waktu tido dia pon. Hah nasib tak completely wean off kan. Tuh mmg tactic aku stop kan umar nangis dari baby. Hahaha nangis lebey2, sumbat je. :p

Dah wean off completely nti penat la eh nk pujuk?

This 2 days he slept at 9pm. Yey mummy love it.

Husband keep on blaming himself and i tried to convince him it's ok. Incidents happened.

Ohs so while eating cake, we had great talks over few thgs.

Felt better after the conversation and feel more motivated towards our life planning.

Dah tua2 ni nak release stress makan kek dulu k jgn cepat sgt nak melenting kat sosial media.

It's really helps! Try la.

Btw this year, i want to change my schedule.

Sleep before 1am if possible by 12. Wakeup by 8/9 (nap after subuh prayer) and make sure umar wakeup before 10am too. Because this 2 days, his timetable as below:-

9.30- wakeup bcoz his diaper was full wakakaka (semenjak mix with fm)

12.30 - lunch

1.30 - sleep

3.45 - 9.00 - main sampai lebam :p

Dinner was at 6.30-7pm.

9.00pm - sleep.

Means i have 3 - 4 hours to do work before 1am. Yesterday i even sleep at 11pm and wake up feeling better almost recovered from my selsema hehe. Rasa bertenaga habis.

Jadi mak ni tenaga kena byk, kalau x.... Sambung la ayat sendiri.

Okla sok lusa sambung cter pasal weekend lepas plak k. :) i need to sleep b4 1am! My new resolution kan.

Bye 2014.

Aku akhiri 2014 ni dengan badan yang tak berapa nk sihat.

Selsema sikit. Pening sikit.

Tapi bila aku fikir mangsa banjir kat pantai timur tu apa la sgt sakit sikit2 aku ni.

Still dapat tidur atas tilam empuk, kipas, aircond, n mandi air panas pagi2 yang sejuk. dorg?

Btw wean off progress went well.

That day i tried to put asam jawa a bit on my breast. Just a bit haha as i want to see what happened.

Im curious i need to know. Yeah umar dun like it.

Make it worst when it's time for his nap he refused to bf and started cranky.

Dahla im not feeling well, a bit tough moment there. At the end, i pejam mata n pura2 tido.

So umar yg cranky raba2 last2 tetido sendiri.

I knew it he can sleep on his own without mengempeng.

But it definitely take time for both of us rite.

I miss to bf again, plus dah nak bengkak susu so i tried to make umar wanted to bf again.

It took a while but at the end he wanted it.

Pheww. Not gonna use the asam jawa method again anytime soon.

But might use the method again if he still dun want to wean off completely at the age of 2++ later.

But i can see huge different.

Dia cuma bf masa bgun tido. Biasa la mamai so dia lupa pasal asam jawa moment.

Tp bila tgh sedar, tgh waktu main dia, memory dia kuat, so dia refuse bf.

But he drank his fm better.

For now i bagi 3 session fm as planned, pagi lepas breakfast, ptg lepas lunch dlm kol 2 and malam dlm kol 9 lepas his dinner.

5oz each session, kdg2 habis kdg2 x. Aku tak paksa dia habes kan sgt pon since it take time rite utk dia biasakan diri. But his apetite pon quite good. Setakat ni xde masalah nak makan.

My birthday was on 20th december.

Malas je nak post about it hehe sbb rasa da tua.

Thx to my friend bagi baloon n kek, my lil sis belanja steamboat n my husband belanja big breakfast.

Since it's already end of year, here are my wishes/ resolution for 2015:-

1) i hope umar can wean off completely by may 2015

2) i hope my businesses goes well in 2015. I hope my business, shortalesbunny have a chance to join big bazaar or as vendor in boutique style shop. There's 1 more business will b launching soon. Im not feeling too well this few days so cant finish it before early jan as planned. Soon ya.

Sila follow kat ig korg kie? Thank you. :)

3) i hope and wish can give more back to people- in so many ways. Bykkan menderma, able to bagi duit belanja to both our parents n belanja dorg mkn angin.

4) i hope we all include our family have good health. So many thgs happened in 2014. I hope 2015 bring us better hope.

Thats the most important thgs i guess. Thats all i can remember for now. May add soon to the list if i can remember anythg new. Thank you for read my blog all this while. Hope 2015 bring more luck to any of us kie? Till then. :)